**Money Not Enuff 2**

Recently went to watch this show... Not too bad. True facts of Singaporeans' life that pple are struggling through each and every single day. Wat the diff between pink and blue card. They are = 1st class citizen. No much special priviledges are given to pink carder.

Suppose to be a comedy show, end up tearing in cinema, flashing back on the vivid memories that I had.

When 'mother' appeared in the scene... my eyes became watery. Grandma, I miss you. She looks so much like my grandma, such as expressions, dressing and even the behaviour. So cute and easy going. Anything for her sons and daughter-in-laws and yet some sons and daughter-in-laws dun give a damn of her. ( If you're reading this and feel a sense of guilty, u noe wat I mean!!! So time to wake up and treat the other partner of hers better before he is gone wiz the wind) Whenever I ask grandma to help me she will ask say "hor" = ok! but now no more. Forever gone my wonderful grandma though it's been a year. The scene 'mother' died in the hospital was so real and similar like my grandma. Her sudden death really leave such a devastating memory for me.

*****

Though I have gotten wat I have. Certain areas in my life still not having a smooth path. Wonder why pple can do it and how they make it. I tried ways and means to do but result was futile. Sometimes, I really wish there will be someone who will teach me the way it should be done and not letting me knocking against my head repeatedly. So tired but I still have to fight on. Dream I still haven achieved and I noe I need to keep on biting on it and get it.