**Sob**

It's been a month since I last blogged.

I have been very busy since the day I stepped into Branch. Spending so much times studying and taking tests and retaking till my morale is damn damn low.
I have never failed so many times in my life before. The more I fail the more I feel low. I have tried my best in my tests and sometimes it seemed that it's not working.

Is my method of studying wrong or watever reason???

I have come so far and I doubted myself again and again after each failure.

Am I really the cut for it?
Am I not as capable as others?
Am I not smart enuff?

I have set my goals right from the beginning and I have been striving hard.It's juz the last hurdle for this stage before I proceed to the next.

I feel suckz when I worked so hard and seeing the result is so close yet so far.

Seeing pple around you their disappointment expression make me feel that I am a letdown to them.

I am tired and I need to Recharge!!!

*sob*