**Harris Resort & Loong's Wedding**

Just came back from Batam 2D1N. Quite a short holiday. But it's a good place to slack which I have been longing for after 1 year of stressful workload and infinite targets.

There is nothing much to look forward at the resort except the spa. Thumbs up!!! Everything over at the resort was about the same pricing in Singapore hotel - A can of Coke = S$4.50. *faints* Food over there is suckz! Dinner @ poolside with live band who are not very pro in their singing. I noe I noe they are trying their best. Plus my gastric is giving me a hard time throughout the night. Even on my way back to Singapore, I still feel uncomfortable.

Recently, I was pretty occupied by lots of things in mind. I underwent a lot of medical tests juz to confirm I m not getting wat I think is the worst. But a week of fever cause me to go for this operation as soon as poosible. I have been thinking all this while. Live the life to the fullest. Seems like I have been working all day and night for this job without realising that I have lost alot of my spare time on enjoying what life is. Coz after work, I m dead beat.

Certainly, I have to move on with life and taking it positively. Looking back all these years, things I went through and pple I have known, be it successful or not, be it sincere and truthful or not, hoping things would happen to me as I would expect but it seems not. I tend to ask further why, how come and if I have not come across this, would it be better for me? But I learnt to ask myself 'Wat Can I do better?' Times have proven me that I need not have to be persistent in certain matters as it doesn't need to say it out. I learnt and understood that y pple react this way and I have let it gone. You noe wat I mean. This is the duno wat time of wedding dinner I have attended this year. Seems like every month there is one. Real broke though.