**Over & Done Wiz**

No blogging for myself for a long long time....

Been wanting to blog but seems very busy and nothing much happy things worth my effort to jot down over the last 1 years.

Unhappy things seems to be one after one since end 2009 when the hurt pierced right thru my heart and leaving behind a deep scar. Changing an environment in 2010, hoping things get better for me. I tot it was but I was wrong again... Things I do and react seems to have a CCTV on me. I felt so uneasy. I was misunderstood and I explained but I din get their understandings. I was hurt and I teared. I am tired and gave up on it. Maybe without me around, it would better for everyone and myself. It hurts to see them again and I have masked myself every time I see them. I have to behave nothing happened and be careful of every actions I make. No matter wat I do seems to be an opportunity for them to create a topic of the day. I feel so jaded. Do watever you want to do to harm whoever you wan with your imaginative thinking and powerful mouth.

I shall stay away and ---------------- drawn.