Tonight is the most stressful night that I have ever had in life so far. Things are not really good on my side and evil jerks are out there taking their opportunity to dampen the bridge that I have been building. I am kinda of sick and tired of such times when it doesn't take a month or so to build ya.... The place given was so horrendous to build such bridge when the fundamental is not the concrete ground but soft soil and sea. Disasters are on going stuff which prevent me from building. Furthermore existing material are not solid quality and have to to source for better materials to bridge the gap. Dun I wan it to build it? Dun I wan it to be asap? I am battling on the ground everyday like a madwoman but things aren't flowing my way.

I have done it and gone through it. Why do you have to push me to such corner which I can't even breathe everyday? Do you have to put me up and ruin me down like this? Do I have to do things that are against my conscious so that I will be part of your allied? I can't bring myself to do that as I believe in Karma. I do believe your Karma will come one day.....