**Money Not Enuff 2**

Suppose to be a comedy show, end up tearing in cinema, flashing back on the vivid memories that I had.
When 'mother' appeared in the scene... my eyes became watery. Grandma, I miss you. She looks so much like my grandma, such as expressions, dressing and even the behaviour. So cute and easy going. Anything for her sons and daughter-in-laws and yet some sons and daughter-in-laws dun give a damn of her. ( If you're reading this and feel a sense of guilty, u noe wat I mean!!! So time to wake up and treat the other partner of hers better before he is gone wiz the wind) Whenever I ask grandma to help me she will ask say "hor" = ok! but now no more. Forever gone my wonderful grandma though it's been a year. The scene 'mother' died in the hospital was so real and similar like my grandma. Her sudden death really leave such a devastating memory for me.
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Though I have gotten wat I have. Certain areas in my life still not having a smooth path. Wonder why pple can do it and how they make it. I tried ways and means to do but result was futile. Sometimes, I really wish there will be someone who will teach me the way it should be done and not letting me knocking against my head repeatedly. So tired but I still have to fight on. Dream I still haven achieved and I noe I need to keep on biting on it and get it.